The biggest reason for promoting life is our instinct of self preservation. That's something that I lack. I don't feel that I need to be here if I don't want to. My friend has a coworking that just lost her husband. He was bipolar and he took his life after a full year of being down. People were sad and upset he would do such a thing. When I have my bad bipolar moments I'd lose all connection to society and really don't care about anything. I totally understand when another bipolar person ends it. It's a challenge in its self to keep on going. Life is so mundane.

Message me sometime. Having conversations with someone that's going through the same issues over and over like yourself helps a lot.