I'm so sorry, Dnester I agree with Open Eyes. Unfortunately we can't diagnose you here. The only way to be sure about it is to talk to your doctor about this and see how it goes from there. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this