I am sorry that no one responded to this post. I am just now reading it for the first time. I hope that you were able to either get the support of help you needed in dealing with the issue. If you haven't, I would suggest a therapist who specializes in dreams, especially if this eventually became a recurring one, as there definitelky be some underlying things that need to be addressed. Feel free to PM me, if you want to unload your thoughts on it. I am sure it is uncomfortable for you to be so candid on the forum, just based on your initial posts.