Hi Sweetelisum, I'm not a teen either, and I'm not over SH either. Sometimes I think I should be at this grown up age of mine, but I'm not. You aren't alone in that. I'm sorry you are in a difficult state of PTSD and agoraphobia. Those are difficult conditions. Any chance you have a T or PDOC (psychiatrist) that can help you out with that? I know leaving the house might present a difficulty to getting help but it certainly could be worth it. I'm sorry your partner (or ex partner?) is not being supportive of you. That too makes it very difficult. I don't have a lot of people IRL to rely on either. I do have my parents but they don't seem to understand my MI much. I just want you to know you aren't alone. PM me anytime. HUGS Kit