I too have quit taking psych drugs that gave me a bad reaction. Abilify turned me into a zombie and caused me to twitch and convulse when sleeping. Cymbalta caused a full blown manic episode that made me wanna hurt anyone who pissed me off. Lexipro just didn’t do anything for me. So far I’ve yet to find a med that helps, and am scared to try anymore because my brain is already messed up enough. Lol. My next appointment I’m gonna see about a bipolar med. I haven’t been diagnosed with bipolar but regular antidepressants did cause me to go manic which is common when bipolar people take antidepressants.