Feb 20, 2019 at 06:44 AM
I want to die everyday but if I was offered legally to take a pill that would end my life immediately I am not sure I would take it. There were plenty of times in my past I would have grabbed that pill out of their hands and popped it quickly into my mouth. Right now even though I am in pain and mentally suffering I am still making it through the day and getting things done.
It would be very comforting to know it was there as an option if I could not take this life anymore. That kind of takes pressure off.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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