These two days have been really bad days.
Restricting food intake makes me feel more in control of my emotions, I don't know if it is because I was eating too much before or if it is an abnormal way of coping. I don't count calories or anything, I just eat as little as I am able to.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-