my husband is my carer he bought me a treadmill in hope to get fit
the plan was me doing that in one room and my husband playing his bloody games( 18 +) because i get triggered a lot the idea was for me to use it while he was doing its all build in the other room
went on it the first time 15 minutes yesterday went on today for 10 minutes
when my husband isnt in the room with i feel panicy and triggered i cant be alone
am meant to be getting a support worker to help me go out my husband is with me 24 7 but i cant even stand being on my own i have just wasted a load of money because i cant be on my own my husband needs to be with me all the time i feel like a child