I mean, what's the point of being alive if you have no one you feel comfortable with telling about something GOOD that happened? Let alone when you don't have anyone to hang out with and experience life with.

Based on most people's definition of friends, I wouldn't have any friends. And I really don't. I won't be dating again, which was my only shot in having someone to hang out with. I won't have a family now and no one/nothing outside of my job once I've finished the classes and get a job in my new career path.

I had to leave my last job in order to take the necessary classes...and my long time significant other had to leave right after that. Why not wait until I had a better job to fill my time or he got a job in another state? Why set us both up to be lonely and miserable. It's not like either one of us will find anyone else.