I can't even talk to other people anymore...it just makes me feel more ashamed to be me, to be alive. I regret living past 25. My life ended then. And now on top of that, I had to experience what I thought was someone who loved me (probably a lie though) so NOW I KNOW WHAT I'M MISSING.

But anyone replying will just say they're happier single, but that DOES NOT HELP. That makes me feel more ASHAMED for having needs. For having wants which are apparently just so wrong to have.

I'm wrong, I'm stupid, I'm a loser, WHATEVER. QUIT BULLYING ME.