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Originally Posted by octoberful
Was is the fear?
Do you gave sexual abuse trauma?
Feelings like this can pass.
I didn't mind the sexual feelings for my T at all so probably hard for me to relate. I think my T is cute and I enjoy my sexuality....
But I sure can relate to fears. You've been really quiet here lately, hope your therapy is going well otherwise.
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Abuse yes sexual a big gray question mark. I’ll never really know for sure
With my t in CA I didn’t mind the attraction to him. It was a pleasant warm
Buzz but I didn’t desire it to come to fruition.
I feel like I really know my latest t. I still only see him at his best so I’m realistic about that. It just doesn’t seem fair that I’d hit it off so well with someone I will never have a chance with. That it won’t go anywhere frustrates me.
I still come to pc but my t has been criticized here yet has never done anything I think is inappropriate. Others disagree. Our therapy is unorthodox but still has boundaries.
Even if he were a rigid t I think might have happened anyways. I don’t know how to appreciate what I have and not long for more