Am 4 months clean but the only reason i am is that my husband doesnt give me money when the times he has av used or drank with it
i am only new at AA/NA i have a sponsor and she is helping me
the reason i drink or use is to do with tramua i was abused at a very young age and the abuser was in my life up until last year ... i see my psych and am waiting for DBT
am on anti psychotics anti depressants and anti anxtey meds as well i have BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER OCD and depression PTSD and EDNOS
am on a lot of medication and i have to have it locked away so i cant take them all
i cant get over the abuse AA/NA does help sometimes but am needing threapy as well

my husband is my carer he with me most of the time apart from when am in AA/NA
its the past is the reason i drink and use its the trauma i trying to get help for myself i see my dr today and my psych tomorrow ..i go to AA/NA meetings everyday