I’ve been really upset and t called me tonight. It finally came up and although we talked around it or I talked around it he guessed what my issue is. Thankfully he thank me for caring about him so much and he knows I won’t break boundaries. He reminded me that there are rules. Strangely not “I’m not attracted to you” (although I’m pretty sure he isn’t). Or even “I’m married “ (which I already know he is). Just that we know that rules are in place that we must follow.

If he can fit me in tomorrow we will talk about it. I’m
Nervous but thankful he didn’t say the obvious in a way that hurts like hell.