I'm so sorry you're struggling, shorty2624 I know how you feel. My parents expect the same thing out of me. I believe it's just what society expects us to do. But not everyone wants to. I'd suggest to talk to your parents about this and see how it goes from there. Make them understand how hard this is for you and how you would prefer not engage in too many conversations. Hopefully they will understand and they will try to help you. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You could learn new ways to cope with your feelings. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this