Yes, I found this experience very disturbing, unbelievable that things I had experienced so many years ago could actually take over in the now and I genuinely experience something that happened so many years ago and I become that child. It really frightened me so I can totally understand your feeling so confused about it. I am glad to hear you are getting help with this and you are gaining on your ability to identify when it's happening and have even found ways to ground yourself and calm yourself down, that's really good (((Moxie))).