Main one would probably be dancing ALL THE TIME. I dont know why I just dont feel it much when Im not up or even down. I have been cleaning the last two days and only even listened to music for a couple of hours when I would have listened to it all day. I did try dancing but it only lasted for maybe 15min and I was over it even though it was somewhat enjoyable.

When I am down or mixed I express my sadness or hopelessness or anger through it and when I am up the euphoria makes it feel like heaven and I get obsessed with my shadow dancing at night especially outside.

I feel vanilla and I dont like that anymore, I tried so hard to be it as a child to fit in and now I feel like I have discovered what its like to finally have freedom but I cant keep it. I want to be excited about life and even death.

Either we will get used to it, maybe learn to love it or the effects of the change or somehow find a way back to the things we feel odd without while not sabatoging stability for it. Good luck