I'm so sorry you're going through all of this, cashart10 I'm not sure how would they react since I don't really know them very well. But since you think they may react badly, perhaps it's best to avoid it at the moment. That's just my opinion though. The final decision is up to you. I don't know for sure how they will react. Perhaps they'll be able to help you. You know them better than me so I'd suggest to think about it and take your own decision if you can. Most importantly, I'd encourage you to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there. Perhaps you could ask him not to disclose anything to your husband and mom if that's what you're worried about. I'm not sure how it works, but I believe your privacy is the priority there. They can't tell anything to other people unless you explicitly allow them to. I'm not sure about it though. I'd suggest to ask your Pdoc for more details. Hopefully he will listen to you and understand you. I hope you'll be able to get the help you need and deserve. It must be hard for you to feel like this. I'm so sorry. Please don't give up. You're a wonderful person. Stay strong, cashart10. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all fo this