I cant seem to present myself positively in public, the dry eyes issue have been affecting me, not sure if its partly due to mood.
It make me look like i have cried when i'm not. Very awkward and anxiety inducing not just for myself but others as well, esp with how i portray myself.

And people stress me out. My presence attracts laughter and mockery. The more i put myself out there, the worst i am in terms of emotional state.

I just dont see any way out other than social isolation since its the safest option left.