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Old 03-06-2019, 01:16 PM
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Default I hate my husband

Iíve come a long with with all the BPD stuff. What lead me to finally get diagnosed was my crappy relationship. Iím no longer on medication and Iíve had three kids. My twins were born a few months ago and my relationship with my husband has been horrible since. Heís emotionally abusive. I do not have Post-Partun Depression. Itís all him and his bS. He nitpicks everything I do. I get three hours sleep half the time and he doesnít care. Heís always rushing me and criticizing me and Iím sick of it. Now weíve gotten in yet another fight and heís being Mr Taking the high road and basically shutting me off.

What I need help with is honestly containing my rage right now. I put this in the BPD forums because it belongs here and not in the relationship one. This is BPD. Iím so angry right now. I hate him right now. And I donít know how to contain my rage. Iím home alone with my babies (they are safe, Iíd never hurt them-I am just so angry and I donít know how to deal with it). I used to self harm and itís making me want to do that again and I donít want to do it. My kids deaerve a mom who doesnít hurt herself.

Pleas someone help me.

Last edited by FooZe; 03-07-2019 at 02:45 AM. Reason: no longer a duplicate
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