First one. Debilitating depression out of nowhere at 20. I had no idea of BP, but there was no way not to be able to recognize it as depression. I couldn't get out (except occasionally sneaking out under cover of darkness for chocolate covered donuts -- my sole sustenance at the time) and wow, yeah, it was awful.
I may well have been hypo preceding this (best time of my life and very, very sociable --atypical for me), but that I couldn't say that one for sure -- remember, knew nothing of BP at the time.
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Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.
--The Cure