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Default Mar 06, 2019 at 09:02 PM
 
During my biggest, longest episode, God was talking to me...telling me to do bizarre and dangerous things. For the most part, I did them. Then, during that same episode, it got really, really dark and
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That episode lasted I’m not sure how long but more than 6 months. But it took me 5 months to decide that the voices were hallucinations and not real. That’s why I went back to a pdoc. Since then, I only hear them from time to time. It is usually voices whispering things I can’t make out. One of the more often things that happens (which actually happened last night) is I will be listening to music in my headphones and I will hear whispering in the music. Almost like a transistor radio. I have also heard thunder that my husband hasn’t.

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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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