Well, if I have to hide it from her, then I will. I don't want her ratting me out again. I told her about it to be honest with her since I don't like to hide things from her, but if she's going to rat me out every single time, then idk if it's really worth telling her anymore.

Rexulti does nothing for manic episodes according to both my pdoc and therapist, and since I haven't had a manic episode according to my therapist, then I obviously don't need something for "mania." (Been seeing her for roughly 2 years.) And well, I think an antidepressant will suffice for depression and all other "symptoms." My first pdoc was an idiot for taking me off a higher dose of Lexapro, accusing me of having an "inappropriate mood reaction."