I barricade my apartment door, then go into my bedroom and barricade that too so that no one comes in.

I’m at work right now and have been panicking for the past 3 hours because I feel a presence around me even though I can’t see anybody. I can’t shake that feeling. I can’t tell anyone about this though, for my own safety. Plus, my therapist and pdoc will just try to control me with the rexulti. They are not to be trusted.