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Old 03-08-2019, 10:09 AM
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I feel a little better today. Thank you for your replies. If it wasnít for this particular relationship Iíd wonder sometimes if I even have BPD.

I hate that I even wrote I hate him. I donít obviously but he pushes my buttons and I go to that extreme which I know is BPD. I feel like I have managed to overcome so much. I wa depressed for like 20 years, did DBT, had my first child and though I have my moments I have gotten through things. The postpartum time after my twins has been very hard but I really have been doing well considering. I guess itís that typical BPD thing...I feel like he doesnít love me. When we fight it feels like the end of the world and I find I go towards anger. Itís not destructive though and I know Iíd never harm anyone but it feels horrible and I need help dealing with it. Couples fight...why does it destroy me?
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