Sarahsweets you are the winner of my annual JOB award. That’s as in biblical, not employment. It’s amazing to me you can keep going at all.
One of my stepsons (now deceased) was a textbook alcoholic who started out in his teens and gave us and everyone else in the family a run for our money, but he was not quite shall we say “active” as your daughter Becca.
I’ll be sending prayers your way. Who knows? Maybe it’ll help. 😖