You have a friend in me, TheLonelyChemist Please don't give up. We all care about you here. You will meet some people who truly love you for who you are. Don't give up hope! Things can and will get better for you. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. I'm sure you'll be able to get through all of this. You're a wonderful person, TheLonelyChemmist. Keep fighting! You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, my friend