Mar 11, 2019 at 09:03 PM
Hello everyone and look another freaking Monday; I swear I hate Monday's not to mention Daylight Savings Time is still kicking my butt; I thought yesterday was bad; today just freaking hurts. I didn't feel like dressing up so it was very much a scrub day, my brain and body fought with me this morning; so scrubs it was; my brain was let people complain because honestly I didn't care this morning between my shear exhaustion and the clocks going forward it was not a good morning at all.
Work downright sucked today; between my honestly exhausted feeling and making what felt like 1,000 phone calls trying to find a specialist for M on the list; and I swear I knew that was going to suck but this was like an extra layer of suck; we finally found one but of course they aren't in our city and it's going to be a drive; go freaking figure that since nothing seems to work out; not to mention it's going to be next week before he could get in.
I am just so tired; so very tired with work; school; and the people I love health drama or my own health drama. I love him and am obviously going to be there for him; after all I am still staying at his place.
I feel okay mentally; my meds are keeping me in check but for some reason; I feel like I need to get a break and just relax and chill but sadly I feel like I will not be getting a break because I feel like if M needs surgery; I should really be saving my days off to make sure he is alright.
Hugs to everyone 
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Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Depression
Symptoms of PTSD
Trintellix 10mg once daily
Buspar 10mg three times daily
Last edited by TheSeaCat; Mar 11, 2019 at 10:30 PM..
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