(((Ckotrady3))),

Welcome to the PC forums. I am so sorry you are finding this out about your father, it's something that anyone would find very hard to process and deal with. Please know that what ever your father did has nothing to do with you other than you are related to him.

Take it slow and do your best to talk this out so you can process it and continue to have your own life despite that bad path your father chose to take in his life.