I was off my meds and doing good for awhile. Then as usual i go back into scitso mode and start doing bad. I posted some rants on social media made an arse out of myself, and what not. I was told by someone in discord that the government thinks I'm some lone wolf terrorist or some such and that they are after me. I don't know if I'm being trolled or not. Every time I go into Scitso mode I think the government is after me. The thing is I have no idea what to believe. I'm afraid about some of my rants and dumb comments on social media, and am scared they government is after me. The thing is if they were really after me and thought I was dangerous wouldn't they already be knocking on my door? Why let it go on for so long? Am I imagining it or are they really after me?