I can't even talk anymore.

I'm sorry for my parents and family, but I'm 31 and screwed everything in my life.
I wasn't able to cure myself when I was younger and now the frustration is really too much.
I've no degree, no job, no money. I screwed every relationship in the last 6 years and I've been mostly seriously isolated.
Somehow I took all the wrong paths
I wish I know better, I should have known.

I'm agnostic but would and will pray for my family, and write letters to tell them how much I love them
I would ask people on social media to please comfort my mother, i'm desperate.

I just have to go, I'm so sorry