Hi Gasplessy, it's okay believe me.
So what if you made mistakes friend, it's all part of the learning curve of life, that's all...
Sometimes I feel like I made all the wrong choices too and also failed to make choices when I should have - it's a torment. But I don't feel like that now. Why must I torture myself forever? Why must I blame myself for not knowing better? I didn't create this life and this human form!!
But yes, we can always learn from mistakes Gasplessy and in some ways I believe that's the whole purpose of life.
Come back and keep posting please. Share what else is in your mind. Hugs to you!