SilverTrees, that is such a nice compliment. Thank you! I would be interested to hear your ideas, yes. I don't think I'm resigned, just reframing things and finding acceptance while I also try to help myself. No offense taken. thank you for your support!

Bill, no idea. Lol. Possibly doing something low key at first, like trying out volunteering w kids in my church. I'm also nervous. I can let you all know if I do it. I'm also applying to be a volunteer tree steward.