@Open Eyes:


I am not "embracing hate".

I am neither a narcissist or a bully.

I am "so interested in punishment" because all I have experienced from humanity is punishment - every action I perform is punished, no matter how good it is. It's never good enough for you people, so you punish everything I do. It's never a case where I can do something "right" so I do not get punished; it's always the case of minimizing but never fully avoiding punishment. That's why I'm dying; the constant punishment has destroyed my body.

You all punish me constantly, but you all never get punished. What is so horrible about me that I have to be punished all the time? Why do you get to screw up infinitely to the point where you're destroying the planet but you never get punished? Why the double standard?