So hopeless and depressed and aimless. Alone. Not quite regret, but I don't know what about the neurofeedback... it's not helping. It's been almost 2 months, and it's not helping. And, even though I think the guy who offers it is smart and awesome and wants to help... I don't feel like we get to talk enough for him to really know me or understand what's going on. I'm struggling to figure out I'm supposed to tell him to have him help me. Just feel... so so sad and like there's no one that I can really compare notes with.