remembering what it takes to keep me on the straight path .... sometimes when the stress is overwhelming I have to revert back to the one thing that makes sense of life to me ... and I have today ...

I was wondering if you were at the abiss what pulled you back .... a memory , a smell , a sound , (the abiss is just all encomprising ... bad day to edge of ... , )

music (video ) is and has been my saving grace ... 3 hours worth non stop ... don't know if I feel better or just tired out ... either way will help with sleep ....