I find it hard to be a bisexual woman, because women aren't interested in me. I tried online dating and messaged a lot of women who didn't message me back or told me they weren't interested or disappeared on me before we even met. Maybe it's the area I live in or maybe there's something about me that's a turn-off to women.
I don't care for straight intercourse at all and honestly think I would enjoy sex with a woman more, but I can't find a woman who will go for it.
Sorry, I don't know if this helps you Skull. But just want to let you know I feel your pain.