He seriously just doesn't care. I told him once he needs to seek counseling and he told me to F off and he was happy with his life and I was the one with hate in my heart.

My biggest fear is custody now. I have a DWI on my record and I live in a one bedroom apartment. I don't want to lose custody to this person. I don't know if it helps at all that I am half his age with parents to assist me with child care. He is 54-years-old and lives alone.