i've had this problem for a year or 2 now. it both disgusts me and is INCREDIBLY exciting. for most of my life i thought the idea of sending nude pics and stuff was disgusting and wrong and i didn't understand peoples fascination with it. until i tried it. i get addicted to random things so easily. i get addicted to simple actions or feeling and i will do anything to satisfy that craving. i was only 16 and saying i was 18 just to get myself a partner to do things with (not irl things, just online. i'm still a virgin irl and) and i did this for almost half a year obsessively , with anyone i attracted to me. until i tried selling stuff to try to get a toy( ive never had an orgasm and was and am in a constant state of severe sexual frustration and since i didnt want to have sec irl i wanted to try that) and my mom found the package. she took my phone for almost half a year. as soon as the temptation is gone, i feel like i can go without it, like i can get better but each time i get my phone back i try again. i've had it taken for the last time a few hours ago. she said i'm never getting it back even though i was the one who paid for it. i practically cant control myself and ive been going between balling my eyes out and gagging in disgust at myself to swearing vengeance on my mother for doing it. im sort of between the 2 rn and this is incredibly hard to type.

if you have questions about the situation don't be afraid to ask.

i hate using this site. i feel like i shouldn't be on here since none of my problems are that severe but i have nobody i can talk to rn since all my friends don't know and will more than likely just end up disgusted in me. im sorry if i offended you. i just didn't know where else to go or what to do so advise would be appreciated