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Originally Posted by CepheidVariable
Sounds plausible. A person can get worn down.
As for myself, I first became clinically depressed all those years ago when it became obvious my other issues were overwhelming and intractable. I don't get panic attacks or have the usual physical symptoms as such. I'm avoidant. When my avoidance wins and I am perpetually denied the life that others experience, I become severely depressed. When I make inroads against it and have some measure of success, my depression lifts. It isn't complicated or abstract. It's just horrifically painful and hard -- especially when the depression feeds back into it. That's why I have to take tiny steps and build myself up.
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I do have panic attacks and the usual physical symptoms. Other than that this is close to where I am. Clinically depressed and perpetually denied the life that
others experience... and with the label of avoidant which may well be accurate. I only relate to one person irl, everyone else is completely indifferent to me.. at best
I have no idea how to change this. People just don’t like me
and I don’t “whine” irl or even talk... So it isn’t because I’m “a negative person” .. they judge me as soon as they see me usually
Sorry for the rant
