I am back after 2-3 years away. I posted an "intro" in the new user forum. This forum is new to me, but the subject is something I discovered on my own. This CEN describes what I went through, what ruined my life, and the fallout I have struggled with for my 57 years. Also something that no counsellor has ever understood. At least the last one had the balls to tell me that she failed me, something the rest of them never admitted. Yes, I do feel bitter about how hard I've struggled and how little help I've ever gotten.

If you're not going to love your kids... don't have kids. Wish I could have sent my mum this message before she ruined my life.