Hi lost4357669.

Looking at your achievements peppered through your post (and yes there are achievements) I feel that you are doing better than others. You own a car, have a job, and are motivated to bettering yourself even more. Knowing that you want more is half the battle won.

Finding strategies to get to where you want to be is the hard bit...But as members above have suggested, getting qualified in a field that will bring you more enjoyment, fulfilment and financial gain will take some careful planning.

Dreaming bigger is fine...but start putting plans together step by step to achieve those dreams.You may need to tighten your belt by giving up a few luxuries, or even move to another state to achieve those dreams...but nothing worthwhile is easy. There will undoubtedly be a few stumbles and hurdles along the way...but the best time to start moving toward those goals is now.

I wish you all the very best in your journey...us ordinary people are capable of amazing things.