This is a ramble and an invitation for discussion.

I’ve come to understand in myself that I have an attachment void.

I feel this is a thing (noun) and not a feeling or reaction.

If I describe it, it’s a black vacuum hole in my soul/spirit that emits aloneness and a deep desperate desire to please and connect with the safe and loving person that I came into this world looking for.

“Every child comes into this world, looking for someone, looking for her/him.”
- Curt Thompson

That quote haunts my soul.

It’s a place of unending hunger that can’t be satisfied until .....................

Until what?