Update: my pdoc never faxed through the Haldol script. It is 7pm now so I have another night of hell with agitation. I just can't concentrate, even on TV. I can't bring myself to clean or find any real way to distract myself so I have been curled up in a ball for a few hours. Now I am going to try to eat something and ramble through YouTube until I can find sleep.

Beyondtherainbow. I have heard Clozapine is great in that way for some people but cannot bear the thought of the side effects and constant blood tests. It seems like too high a price to pay.