I slept in and missed an assignment. Lost marks on my course. I think it was because of the seroquel because I felt good last night. I don't know what is making me so tired. My mom and dad tried to wake me up but I got mad at them.

Took my injection today. I told the pharmacist to call my psychiatrist about me being so tired because my therapist won't contact my psychiatrist because I wanted to lower my injection.

The drunk soldiers are still stuck in my head like how I'm obsessive about my heart.

I talked with my dad last night at the bar about things that happened in the past. I believe my schizophrenia is purely environmental and not genetic.. although I'll see what my 23andme says in a few weeks..

A person who thinks too much and obsessively, has nothing to think about except thoughts, so, he loses touch with reality.. and lives in a world of illusions..

What is reality? Reality is.. *Chinese gong sound*