I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, absolutelybroken I understand what you mean. I'm really happy that you're seeing a therapist! I hope he will be able to help you. Please don't give up hope. I'm sure you'll be able to get through all of this. It won't be easy and it will take time, but it can be done. I'm really hape that you've been able to realize what the problem is. This is something that you may work on with your therapist. Try to hang on. I believe in you! I'm sure you can do this. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, absolutelybroken. Keep fighting! You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Please don't give up. I believe in you! We all believe in you! We're all rooting for you! You're a strong wonderful person! Try to hang on!