bluebicycle, it sounds like you're aiming to seek treatment for unipolar depression and maybe also ADHD? And not bipolar disorder? I'm not sure your psychiatrist knows that, or do they?

Be very careful! If you have bipolar disorder, taking only an antidepressant and stimulant could be very dangerous. I really wish you were more honest with your psychiatrist.

I won't write anymore about this. I don't quite see how I can support you more.