Thanks for the kind message of support.

I live in Canada and purchased legal marijuana. I find it helps take the edge off and I have used it several times in the past month. I use it as a last resort.

I am really wanting to get an animal. Teddy bears are lovely creatures and have saved my life these past few years, but I want something that I can bond with and take with me outside. Teddy bears cannot be carried outside unfortunately.

Yesterday was a horrible day. I was constantly bombarded with trauma memories and flashbacks.

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