I'm so sorry you and Esther are hurting so much, SlumberKitty She sounds like a sweet, caring cat! I'm so sorry she's going through all of this. I hope things will get better soon for you and for her! I'm sure she's a strong, wonderful cat, just like you are! Keep taking care of her like you're already doing and I'm sure she'll feel better soon! Keep us updated! Sending many hugs to you and to Esther, SlumberKitty. I'm so sorry you and her have to deal with all of this. You both don't deserve to suffer at all