I've known I was borderline for 10 years or so, but what I read about it at that time wasn't very hopeful so I kinda shoved it in the back of my brain and ignored it. Since then some of the comments I've heard about it from other people haven't helped my denial/self esteem at all. Now that I'm finally getting treatment I'm really glad to find out that there's more solutions these days, and according to what I read last night even the possibility of being "cured" i.e. no longer fitting the diagnosis. I thought it was a permanent thing.