Tonight I am really hurting. I have already maxed out on my Xanax for the day. I feel like just crawling into bed and never getting up. When will this nightmare end. I will probably lose the EEO investigation at wrk which means I will l get fired. I can’t find a job because my brain is so foggy I blow the interviews. I can’t even get a job at Target. I have to work a minimum of 19 more years and that is if everything goes right. I am just so tired and overwhelmed.